I

This one word,this God that I know off.


This one thought,this one idea.

That I have always belonged to.

That holds me together,that I want to hold on to forever.

This one word that has made me stronger,

This one word that I have always succumbed to.

This one word from which I wanna steal,

This one word to which I wanna give it all too.

This one word that could have saved me so long ago.

This one word that I wish I had heeded much more to.

This one word that I dint save from going corrupt,

This one word that waits so long within me to erupt.

This one word that always tried to save me.

This one word that I had always distrusted.

This one word that I made lazy,which din't wanna be anything but crazy.

This one word that I have so often lost,

This one word without which I am a ghost.

This one word that lives within me...

This one word that bring me joy,and makes me cry.

This one word that I wanna kill...

This "I" which holds me so still!