Today we gather here to mourn the loss of a close one. The one we were supposed to bring life to. The one who will never be back except maybe in our memories. When we yearn, when we look back. This thing that we could always mourn about,sometimes giving us adventures that we will never forget, that we will never want to let go and as often that we would want to get over with.

We stand here mourning the loss and death of Today.

I

This one word,this God that I know off.


This one thought,this one idea.

That I have always belonged to.

That holds me together,that I want to hold on to forever.

This one word that has made me stronger,

This one word that I have always succumbed to.

This one word from which I wanna steal,

This one word to which I wanna give it all too.

This one word that could have saved me so long ago.

This one word that I wish I had heeded much more to.

This one word that I dint save from going corrupt,

This one word that waits so long within me to erupt.

This one word that always tried to save me.

This one word that I had always distrusted.

This one word that I made lazy,which din't wanna be anything but crazy.

This one word that I have so often lost,

This one word without which I am a ghost.

This one word that lives within me...

This one word that bring me joy,and makes me cry.

This one word that I wanna kill...

This "I" which holds me so still!